Done for the Semester and just in time for Xmas; yech! Not really but
haven't even decorated which I am sure is part of the "black" mood I
was in last night along with a bad case of depression and the feeling
of "I an't worth a damned thing to nobody." I feel so isolated for my
sisters talk to each other visit each other email each other and guess
who gets none of them! And so for me Xmas is usually me, myself, and
I with one box coming in from Mom and one sister, I card from another
if she remembers, the sister who shares the box with Mom is the baker
and makes sure I have plenty of goodies but damn I wish they would
contact me occasionally or even attempt to come up to NY to visit. If
they can go from MD to MA to visit each other regularly that they can
manage to drive up here right? Apparently not and my sister's place
in MA has less sleeping room that I do though it is bigger over all.
Ok, no more griping, Xmas is just around the corner and I should be
getting really for it! School is over with and I just have to find
out my grades which will be next week. I have to wait for finals to
be over and I have no finals during finals week.
Kathy G.
