really nice flange ( out standing))

really nice flange ( out standing))
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it's friday today
*** down **** me later eyes
has been around

with service pack two

for windows XP


i'll have a go at it later

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sharin with her
all that;s happened over th last couple of weeks
we havent been in bed together
for twenty years

but she's not sure

how she'd cop

th chicks

while im singin

but thinkin on it


what about th guys pretty lady ?

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just mowed th back lawn
it was a ****in jungle

as ever

sweatin big time


did tarzan have to do this **** ?

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we talk

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i hit this

real raunchy 
blues


with th gravel in th voice
and just nailed it


and she was like
man you got it


couldnt just sing like a girl


you got lots out of me

exploring my range

thanks
i had a good time

elissa


make me like elizabeths again

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th violin
is so high

to sing background to
its just up there

i have to explore my female voice
and feel comfortable t do so


in th street

live



i've still got a buzz on
from last night

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more drugs over here

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..
..

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cause if i listen to ppl
i fall off my path


and my path works

th unicycle and th pot

allows me to sing WITH girls


wou;dnt have that
if i listened to you


sorry


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dunno if ive heard th blues

on a  violin befoe


but i did last night

from two different violins



and two pretty girls


and i sang with both of them


like a girl


just
felt really good

it was one of those nights


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that connection ya feel
when you're singin harmony
and it clicks


just

****in wriggle man


rock spider
gave me a commentary on m y voice

a critique
small one

said it was all wrong

but it was right

that's rock spider

love ya dude



out tomorrow night

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mira was sad

sittin there on th anzac memorial


a coupel of weeks away from travellin to europe


cow

i called her

but lovingly


then she pulled out
her new old instrument

and it was bright as

and id just sung
with

two diferent violins

and some really bright

lovely girl voices


so i let go
with th clarinet


a lot better
than id ever let go with it before


just us together


without somethin else

in th mix

to harmonize with


easier when they can sing
with ya

together
connected

in th music


i liked it mira

gunna miss ya

big time


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i was standing
singin last night

eyes open and
well mostly


lost my virginity dammit

i wasnt scared singin with ellen


dammit


she didnt try to blow me away
and we made beautiful music together

not sayin she trys to blow me away

she's just got this

out there

voice



so strong on th top end
three odd year sof singin with ya girl


just pull down a little sweetheart

and i can keep up

otherwise
i have to drop too low


and then im paul singin
and not jennifer


ok sometimes


and it fit
th few times we did it


i just loved that

windin in and out of th mix

like a s****


that malanda song


really moved me

and you


we should record it
it was alive...


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we were singin about th tablelands
a place we'd both called home


my cousin's comin down from there
after xmas


i thought it was magic ellen

that first time
virgin

never been sung before

and we're hittin


those same notes


landing together
out of th harmony

and just


man



**** i'm a lucky boy

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i nearly cried

but we had

a guy listening

i'd asked for th song


he liked it

we did it again

we liked it


didnt sound as good

not as fresh

still nice

but


spoiled


somehow






oh yeah
he was a muso from up th mall
come to watch


shoulda sung dude

it's what i woulda done

we coulda stitched ya in


no worries
sang with you earlier


th qaulity's pretty good hey

she is good


steal her voice all night long


"i like bein a chameleon"

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you were in form ellen

no trace of th energy lag



we were singin love
about our home

together


im GUNNA RETIRE THERE


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im still blown away


*** down was watchin my face
as i was talkina bout it

she knows me well

she was happy


"now"
"ya cant go out with one"
"ok"


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**** off
im sleepin alone
and im happy

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we slept together eighteen months

at th end
we werent talkin

just ****in


she disturbs

every girlfriend

ive had since


and we got this

brutal honesty thing goin


still love each other


thanks for bringin around th service pack

you;re a wicked girl


cant beleive you bought a legitimate
version of XP


****in hell

never thought id see th day

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my hash pipe is so clogged


i love th XP falcon

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ive got an XF

love it too

maybe little brother can figure
whether it's th flange

or what ?

he's cluey that way



just mig it up man

**** changin em over

take ya five minutes

i found th ramps


i know that guy offered ya set

and they're bigger


maybe we get them as well hey ?

+++

when it was runnin rich

for way too long


i changed th daiaphram in th carb 
more gooder now

fingers crossed

but startin agin

just turn th key

no throttle


even cold


good for a five hundred dollar car


ford falcon

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*** down tells me


she could always hear me inside

at a party

havin a  good time


clearly

above th din

strong voice


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"she really wants to read our diary man"

i gave her clues

it's runnin scared

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"<<< smile >>>"

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you';re still a standout *** down

for ****s sake

you twisted every girl since


without havin to do anything


just bein there


with elizabeth

i went three years or so

of not bein able to talk to you

and i loved her


so i did it


but i notice
when she spit th dummy

and thought i was

leg over th girl over th road


we started talkin again pretty quick

i like your husband

he's funny

and a muso

and you are


and everything
happens for a purpose

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really nice flange 

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got a syntax error
in th title


ah well


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i cant believe
how well
my life is turnin out


im livin my dreams


those rockstar dreams

**** man

i was in a choir


i just love singin

if th boys
hadnt been playin up

on th back row

i woulda stayed in th choir

cause i got banned too


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*** down plays sax

and her husband

no babe

we dont get ay saxes at all

in th street

least wise

i dont see em


more trumpets at th moment


*** down bought a trumpet

little while back

usual scene

she can play it


i play better in th street

played rock spider's trumpet in th street

was gettin these really high
notes


and no bottoms


at *** downs

it was all bottoms

nuthin 

too loud

kinda make sense to me


in *** down;s music studio

under th house

with her kids at home


<<< smile >>>


upstairs


+++


we're careful

mostly
we try to keep chaperoned

and try not to touch


and not for long ok



till she rings me

says come over

and we program in her computer together
me tryin to teach her fundamentals of logic
with her husband readin behind us

in bed


i think we're funny

really


funny


+++


we sit together
arguin
like we;re still together

havin a good time
and a drink


no girl
for ****'s sake


jesus you love wires

tie it to a board with a switch
ya can buy em ya know

i cant believe you;re swappin hard drives

still


your daughter's goin nuts


label things pls


rmember when

we labelled

all th wires 

from our sound system

took us like


man



and today


look behind your lounge setup

and it's just


wires everywhere


crazy chick

you;e doin belly dancin

and playin sax


and trumpet

and keyboard

and he plays sax

and drums ?


and both your kids ?


and i unicycle and 

well crazy style

and drum


and sing

kinda crazy style


we're all mad



come out in th steeet babe

lose it

with me

with him

bring him


he's an out there muso

you aint seen nuthin yet
**** i know some
incredible musicians


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last night with jo****e
in his house

where's your axe ?
you been playin "


havent  got six strings


if i bring around a six string axe

will ya play with me ?


yes



paulie was there


where's your axe paulie ?


played this week



sang with another paulie later in th night

im paulie too by th way


paulie eugene phillippe

half dutch
half australian

australian 
first generation


and sang a song to jo****e's wife
in th kitchen
while havin a cone with paulie

and gasbaggin

gettin amped

to go out and sing


jo****e came in th kitchen

funny as

i had to take him a bong

and flirt with him again
to keep him happy


i keep it fair

i flirt with both


dont want just you man
nice as ya are

i want both


i know ya;'s want another chick
im not havin th ***change now but

i can go there

ya know


even sing


tainted loves
soft cell

mark


his voice

doin copperhead road

with womble

**** man



im scared now ok

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twistin heads for kicks


gotta love it

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..

wiz

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p.s.


hey barbie girl
you;re right

it;s nice smoke

i want that 

description

what have got for me today ?

is it different ?
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too out there

i know


and that's woiithout

i wouldnt go th ***hchange
and enter th program

without bein  able to have female orgasms

from just my nipples


so i could feel comfortable


****


it interfers ok

sometimes

it interferes



took some

major counselling


went out with a beautiful counsellour

well two actually


morticia and bree

sleepw ith mroticiia friday  saurday nigths

and with bree sunday nights


we'd headshrink each other

write a diary paulie
from morticia

bree

and you *****

*** down


havin *** with morticia

but not bree


and trint o dela with 


sor enuts
everyd ay ****


tryin to find a balance

tryin to

pls


dont le tme end up
in another bed

with another woman

with otu ****in ***


its ****in torture for paulie



but im havin fun
and hwen i get caught again

seven ive lived with so far

i dont wanna hurt you

i dont you want you to hurt me

and no
im not becoming  a girl
so you can be happy
around your girl friends


ok jane
it's not on

id have to wear a ****rt


last night


befor egoin otu

to madly unicycled

where i have madly unicycled  before


i wrote

DAD


i n big letters in niko pen

on my belly


and i kept my ****ing ****rt on


and felt comfortable singin with 
three different


pretty

girls



a light dawns


i smoke drugs ok

im ****i nhot

i been ridin th whell for

three ehoru sor more
to get cponfortably numb

and ims toend anough


i cant feel th abrasion

cause that hurts

but th 


testicles go

bye bye


ah good


it's all ****in good


oh
i had 

bad hand

written on th left hand

last night



cause of
last saturdays full moon
whole left arm covered in fake blood

+++


i rode with rubber thongs last night
with a light beard stubble

a man of contradictions


veins stickin out of th arms
and up th neck


and elissa tryin to get mo to 
george michael


i really needed another drink
self conscioisnees bit

i really 
cringe inside

when i hear


legend


but

i try to face my fears


so i grimace

smile
say thank you

**** you are good


almost didnt have a perv


that good


classically trained

yummie



big ****in yumie thank you

girl insid em just

c
ream cream cream

three chicks



i was home by two am


jenny got off so nice
she's still smiling


i got th full on 
after shocks after i got home


i was tellin *** down this afternoon

i really really like
where it took me


thinkin on
havin that ***change
to get rid of th pain

and i like where i am now

and i fjenny feeds well

**** she looks after me

look at th **** that happens to me


screwed in th doorway of a nighclub by morticia
th local head witch





had to punch myself in th head

i had to steal it man

sorry


i will pay ya royalties

i do like ya still

my 


fellow born on th aries pisces cusp brother


jade
i was inginw ith

other week

anoth cusp boy


this has to be a dream right

ow


****in ow



when ya dont want them
they;re everywhere

it's an attitude

but my diary
this thing

readin my mind
to me

tells me i have fun



thank you

i like life



andrew

my long lost son




i have a little habit of seein things


long long time
after i really should


my favourite parking place in town

written in huge letters

i see last night

after singin with th three
lovely ladies




with th three sisters 
stars 
that plague my
psychic dreams



andrews house




yeah ok

funny...

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..

"jennifer"
"female half of th wizard of oz"


"you do know about balance don;t you ?"